joorde

well i have not been here in forever so tonight i sort of just sat down and played. so its up some of it. um or yeah and nothing.

yeah so i am sitting with my own issues and they are in front of me and then they show me other issues that really piss me off then i want my issue to deal with other issues not the old issues and then i have less issues. i still have some but at least i would have less. yeah that is about right.i should just cut my own silver cord and float away. but i am not that fucked. plus i prefer falling to floating. Would you want me to go…

well i thought i was going to whine about everything but it turns out no. i am just going to whine about one thing. when people dont mind there business. i hate it. especialy if ti someone you dont like anyway. you know the type? they are trying to be cool with you and no matter what yuo find yourself hating them. be it there personality or whatever or your own jealousy towards them but no matter how hard you try you hate them. then feel bad for hateing them because they seem to be trying to be cool. its always them who ask whats wrong and most ofthe time they are part of the problem. i hate that. grrrrrr.!!!!!!